Dear Diary

diary of sweet memories…

5/13/2014 4:39:21 AM

Filed under: diary — Christopher Humes at 12:14 am on Sunday, September 7, 2014

Couldn’t sleep..felt an odd chill in the air, when I got up to toke a bowl outside I found it’s been raining for a while now, thunder and lightnight have been piercing the skies for the 40minutes I’ve been up, probably should have closed the window..

Got a text from Google (+14082142669) while I was asleep..apparently someone is trying to access my Google account somewhere in Tailand:

       Tuesday, May 13, 2014 4:43:55 AM UTC

       IP Address:

       Location: Tha Hin, Lopburi, Thailand

This isn’t the first time this has happened, Google seems to be aware of the suspicious activity before it starts and prevents the login, but I am going to change the password this time, just in case.

       My old password for was IAmNumber4

       It will now be Mass3ff3ct

Hopefully now I’ll get less of these texts..

Off to play StarWars The Old Republic and get my Sith to level 33..eventually

Give me a pat!

Celebrating Your Own Death

Filed under: diary — Victim.Of.Grace ❤ at 6:27 am on Saturday, August 23, 2014

Who says we cannot celebrate our own death?

Let me tell you something.

I missed writing yesterday.

I missed my devotional.

I missed fellowshiping with Him.

I missed because I failed.

I failed to figure out my report on time because my mind was busy dwelling on “I-cannot-do-this” stupid mindset.

I failed to trust Him.

I failed to believe that He is certainly in control.

It all dawned on me now.

It is indeed true that when things get worse, your character should reveal Christ, not on how much you know.

Honestly, I had a panic attack. But that is not a valid excuse to justify your unbelief.

I panicked at the idea that I cannot carry out my plans yesterday and with that, all my efforts will be in vain.

I tried to think. I tried. But I gave up trying.

Instead of magnifying God, I chose to magnify my problems. I had exalted the ‘situation’ rather than exalting His mighty power.

It was unbelief and failing to trust Him.

But despite all that, He saved the day.

As usual, He answered prayers beyond what we asked.

He rescued me and my ‘situation’.

It saddened my heart that one unfavorable circumstance can ruin everything I have invested in my faith.

Maybe ‘situations’ like that is our gauge whether His Lordship had impacted us and is not an exercise on how much we know about Him.

Because there’s a thin line between just knowing Him and fully experiencing Him.

Yet, you cannot experience Him if you don’t know Him. But unknowingly, many of us settled in “Knowing Him” phase.

Experiencing Christ is allowing us to live in us.

Our pastor once said that you cannot die in those areas in your life where Christ has not lived yet.

Experiencing Him fully requires dying to ourselves.

After all, our lives are living sacrifices.

Galatians 20:20 “I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.”

Philippians 1:21 “For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.”

God is not dead; you are. :)


Filed under: diary — Victim.Of.Grace ❤ at 2:22 am on Thursday, August 21, 2014

I just realized my dreams have died a long time ago.

I don’t even know what they were. Or should I say I could no longer remember if I ever had one.

I don’t live life with great expectations right after I realized that life is meant to live by faith.

Yes. Expectations lead us to the road of disappointment. FAITH keeps our hopes up.

I don’t know. I had stopped expecting great things when things didn’t happen as what I expected. And yes truth be told, things didn’t go as planned. But it’s okay. I’m okay.

Eventually, I am learning to seek what God is up to. I am believing that God has better in store and He is certainly in control.

God let me realized that if I have not experienced what I considered “setbacks”, I wouldn’t be able to meet those wonderful people He has joyfully placed in my life. It all made sense now.

I may not know what lies ahead. I may not know what’s beyond this so called ‘present’.I may not know what to look forward in the next chapter of my life…

But I know I wouldn’t be walking this journey alone.

And if faith takes us to where we would want to be and causes us to accomplish great things we never thought possible, then I would want to dream BIG DREAMS!

God is telling me it’s okay to dream. In fact, He wants us to dream what He dreams for us.

Our dreams may take us to where God intended us to be.

So never be afraid to dream. Always keep your hopes us.

Expecting great things coming your way may disappoint you.
But expecting great things from God? Now, that’s faith! :)

Dream Big with great FAITH. Yes with FAITH, because the fulfillment of our dreams lies on how much we put our faith in God.

“Whatever you ask for in prayer, BELIEVE that you have received it and it will be yours.”
-Mark 11:24

Remember: “When your dream dies, you never have to die with it.” :)

So wake up and dreamBIG!

Give me a pat!


Filed under: diary — Musis at 4:52 pm on Friday, August 8, 2014

8/9/2014 12:29:52 AM

Life is shit. Yeah, I know that part. I mean, a lot of things happened to me. Stupid things to be exact and more mistakes.

But I don’t want to introduce myself with the usual backstory or crap. I do it in my way.

My name is Musis. Obviously, not my real name but I would like to be called one. I’m taking up Art Courses.

First off, I suck at English. Well, my friends says that, I definetely suck at English. I blame me for being a shitty, horrbile writer even thought I bury myself into books after books and nothing gets into my mind.

Enough with me as a horrible writer.

So, as you know my name is Musis and I will all call you Dudes, Needless or fuck the labels.

Huh, so I think at this moment you think I have a very bad mouth. I know, I get that all the time. People are people, but I know what and where to swear honestly.

Anyways, my life is a total boring? I think that’s the word or disappointing would be appropiate, I mean holy shit. Am I chooping down my spellings? Haha, I know I know. I’m used to Word pad anyways.

SO, let’s go back to my topic. My Life.

It’s not so bad. I think. Really, I’m confuse about it too.

Parents divorce. Got a Big Brother and nothing out of ordianry I think.
Well, thats the problems.

Okay, okay, Dudes. I’m insane. I know. I am. I’m diagnose with depression so society jugged me down with meds instead of attention.

Damn it, I’m confusing am I? I’m actually verge in tears. So, I’ll make this quick.

I hate my life. I’m honest about it. Well, depress about it.

I think I’m lonely. Well that would be the shitties thing I could describe it.

But I don’t want to share it. Just yet. Maybe next time I’m in a episode where I could be a consulting criminal or detective.

Yay, Sherlock Holmes.

But no, seriously, I might or might not kill anyone. I mean why would I?

Once again, My name is MUSIS and for those who can read this. You’re now named as Dude.

Fuck gender labels anywas.

So, I’m a female Art college Student.  

Give me a pat!

a new me

Filed under: diary — Madison at 7:51 am on Monday, July 7, 2014

my life has been a bunch of crazy almost like riding on a train , but were the rail road tracks never end. after high school life gets a little insane. it makes  my head hurt from time to time  just staring into space, not living my life in stress. but I can tell you how to over come that stress is NOT to worry about a single thing after high school. being out of school , gives you a lot of freedom to do what ever the hell you want. well if you have a job of course you’ll want over time and more hours. for me I choose to go to a road that I don’t have to worry about anything.

instead of being like my friends who are too busy to talk to me now because of COLLEGE! I like to spend my time gathering up my thoughts and writing them down on paper . or occasionally having a cup of coffee and doing a little drawing. sometimes I will spend whole afternoon of sleeping its rather relaxing. I just love not being in school having to worry about keeping my grades up or constantly stressing over tests.

but one thing that keeps me up at night is the thought of up coming heart surgery I will be having in October. I don’t really remember my last surgery which was when I was way little back in diapers. i kinda thought this website would help me relieve some things off my shoulder and hopefully get some advice from people my age-ish.  after moving  in with my mom i have broken up with my boyfriend we dated about ten months or so… i feel like a whole new person after that because we never really talked had like one word conversations it bugged me to the points of me being done. just sick of him not having the time for me.. plus being away from town makes things a little hard for me to visit friends.

let me introduce my self a bit i guess.. im not really familiar with writing out my thoughts in a diary but i thought it would help me out some..

1. my name is Madison

2. i love the color pink and rainbow neon colors

3. im 19 and i love to write fantasy things and draw

4. im a furry i make my own costumes

5. i try to write everyday but its really hard

6. i  love any type of music… dubstep mainly

i will try to keep you guys updated upon my life i guess… if you really wanna know more just send me a message  .

coba bertahan

Filed under: diary — Ovie tyas at 6:26 am on Sunday, April 27, 2014

       Aku tak tau apa yang kini terjadi dalam hidupku, terkadang semua terasa indah dan menyenangkan, namun seketika berubah menjadi luka tanpa sedikit harapan. Setelah ku mulai putus asa muncul berkas cahaya yang berkedip, terkadang muncul terkadang tidak. Semua ini bagaikan drama yang penuh dengan emosi yang  mempermainkan rasa.

       Tekadang aku merasa lelah dan menganggap ini tidak adil. Apakah kini takdir sedang mempemainkanku atau ini karma karena aku mempermainkan takdir?

       Ku berusaha bersabar namun terkadang, rasa tak mampu lagi menahan sakit dan kecewa, sehingga aku menyalahkan keadaan. Aku tak mau terus hidup seperti ini…… hidup dalam ketidakpastian dan rasa takut. Tapi apa yang bisa kulakukan agar telepas dari rasa sakit?

       Dan kini aku yang bisa kulakukan hanya berdoa agar aku kuat menjalani  semua ini…….

12:42 P.M.

Filed under: diary — Ali Arafat at 9:08 am on Friday, March 28, 2014

Well this my first time, not writting a diary but sharing one so I don’t know should I put in this. Well as I talk about today it was pretty much same as yesterday, boring to be exact. And one the thing that I hate the most also happened. My pocket money finished and I have to wait for 4 days to get again.


Filed under: diary — imtiaz khan libran at 10:56 am on Monday, March 10, 2014

main hi janta pr q mian tme miss kr raha hon…tm ne kaha ta tm waps nhi aao ge…par jane q main intezar kr raha hon…tm ne kaha ta u always wd me…kahan ho?


Filed under: diary — R Castro at 4:49 pm on Wednesday, March 5, 2014

  • «Es que la gente que no crea en sueños no creerá en lo que hago, porque este sueño es la razón de mi vida para seguir soñando».

  • Callejeros
  • Fuente: «Canciones y Almas» («Rocanroles sin destino»).


Filed under: diary — Eugene Joseph at 6:05 am on Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person.

The old life is gone; a new life has begun!

2 Corinthians 5:17 (NLT )

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only

Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have

eternal life.

John 3:16 (NIV )

What did I hear from this verse?

That GOD loves me, he allowed Jesus to die for my sins and that all I have to do is believe in him and I will have eternal life.

What do I think?

Jesus is my Lord and Savior and I believe in him and GOD the father’s Love is eternal. I am a sinner and I hate sinning against GOD because of the love he has for me.

What will I do?

I have never put God above all else in my lifesuchas work,school, and money butnow Iwill try my absolute best to place hima first and foremost in my life.  Especially when it comes to goingto church on Sunday’s and giving 10% to GOD in one way for a tithe.

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