Dear Diary

diary of sweet memories…

DREAM BIG!

Filed under: diary — Victim.Of.Grace ❤ at 2:22 am on Thursday, August 21, 2014
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Pat!

I just realized my dreams have died a long time ago.

I don’t even know what they were. Or should I say I could no longer remember if I ever had one.

I don’t live life with great expectations right after I realized that life is meant to live by faith.

Yes. Expectations lead us to the road of disappointment. FAITH keeps our hopes up.

I don’t know. I had stopped expecting great things when things didn’t happen as what I expected. And yes truth be told, things didn’t go as planned. But it’s okay. I’m okay.

Eventually, I am learning to seek what God is up to. I am believing that God has better in store and He is certainly in control.

God let me realized that if I have not experienced what I considered “setbacks”, I wouldn’t be able to meet those wonderful people He has joyfully placed in my life. It all made sense now.

I may not know what lies ahead. I may not know what’s beyond this so called ‘present’.I may not know what to look forward in the next chapter of my life…

But I know I wouldn’t be walking this journey alone.

And if faith takes us to where we would want to be and causes us to accomplish great things we never thought possible, then I would want to dream BIG DREAMS!

God is telling me it’s okay to dream. In fact, He wants us to dream what He dreams for us.

Our dreams may take us to where God intended us to be.

So never be afraid to dream. Always keep your hopes us.

Expecting great things coming your way may disappoint you.
But expecting great things from God? Now, that’s faith! :)

Dream Big with great FAITH. Yes with FAITH, because the fulfillment of our dreams lies on how much we put our faith in God.

“Whatever you ask for in prayer, BELIEVE that you have received it and it will be yours.”
-Mark 11:24

Remember: “When your dream dies, you never have to die with it.” :)

So wake up and dreamBIG!

Give me a pat!

ONE DOT: KILL THE THOUGHTS

Filed under: diary — Musis at 4:52 pm on Friday, August 8, 2014
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Pat!

8/9/2014 12:29:52 AM


Life is shit. Yeah, I know that part. I mean, a lot of things happened to me. Stupid things to be exact and more mistakes.


But I don’t want to introduce myself with the usual backstory or crap. I do it in my way.


My name is Musis. Obviously, not my real name but I would like to be called one. I’m taking up Art Courses.

First off, I suck at English. Well, my friends says that, I definetely suck at English. I blame me for being a shitty, horrbile writer even thought I bury myself into books after books and nothing gets into my mind.


Enough with me as a horrible writer.

So, as you know my name is Musis and I will all call you Dudes, Needless or fuck the labels.

Huh, so I think at this moment you think I have a very bad mouth. I know, I get that all the time. People are people, but I know what and where to swear honestly.


Anyways, my life is a total boring? I think that’s the word or disappointing would be appropiate, I mean holy shit. Am I chooping down my spellings? Haha, I know I know. I’m used to Word pad anyways.


SO, let’s go back to my topic. My Life.

It’s not so bad. I think. Really, I’m confuse about it too.

Parents divorce. Got a Big Brother and nothing out of ordianry I think.
Well, thats the problems.

Okay, okay, Dudes. I’m insane. I know. I am. I’m diagnose with depression so society jugged me down with meds instead of attention.


Damn it, I’m confusing am I? I’m actually verge in tears. So, I’ll make this quick.

I hate my life. I’m honest about it. Well, depress about it.

I think I’m lonely. Well that would be the shitties thing I could describe it.

But I don’t want to share it. Just yet. Maybe next time I’m in a episode where I could be a consulting criminal or detective.

Yay, Sherlock Holmes.

But no, seriously, I might or might not kill anyone. I mean why would I?


Once again, My name is MUSIS and for those who can read this. You’re now named as Dude.

Fuck gender labels anywas.

So, I’m a female Art college Student.  

Give me a pat!

a new me

Filed under: diary — Madison at 7:51 am on Monday, July 7, 2014
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Pat!

my life has been a bunch of crazy almost like riding on a train , but were the rail road tracks never end. after high school life gets a little insane. it makes  my head hurt from time to time  just staring into space, not living my life in stress. but I can tell you how to over come that stress is NOT to worry about a single thing after high school. being out of school , gives you a lot of freedom to do what ever the hell you want. well if you have a job of course you’ll want over time and more hours. for me I choose to go to a road that I don’t have to worry about anything.

instead of being like my friends who are too busy to talk to me now because of COLLEGE! I like to spend my time gathering up my thoughts and writing them down on paper . or occasionally having a cup of coffee and doing a little drawing. sometimes I will spend whole afternoon of sleeping its rather relaxing. I just love not being in school having to worry about keeping my grades up or constantly stressing over tests.

but one thing that keeps me up at night is the thought of up coming heart surgery I will be having in October. I don’t really remember my last surgery which was when I was way little back in diapers. i kinda thought this website would help me relieve some things off my shoulder and hopefully get some advice from people my age-ish.  after moving  in with my mom i have broken up with my boyfriend we dated about ten months or so… i feel like a whole new person after that because we never really talked had like one word conversations it bugged me to the points of me being done. just sick of him not having the time for me.. plus being away from town makes things a little hard for me to visit friends.

let me introduce my self a bit i guess.. im not really familiar with writing out my thoughts in a diary but i thought it would help me out some..

1. my name is Madison

2. i love the color pink and rainbow neon colors

3. im 19 and i love to write fantasy things and draw

4. im a furry i make my own costumes

5. i try to write everyday but its really hard

6. i  love any type of music… dubstep mainly

i will try to keep you guys updated upon my life i guess… if you really wanna know more just send me a message  .

coba bertahan

Filed under: diary — Ovie tyas at 6:26 am on Sunday, April 27, 2014
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Pat!

       Aku tak tau apa yang kini terjadi dalam hidupku, terkadang semua terasa indah dan menyenangkan, namun seketika berubah menjadi luka tanpa sedikit harapan. Setelah ku mulai putus asa muncul berkas cahaya yang berkedip, terkadang muncul terkadang tidak. Semua ini bagaikan drama yang penuh dengan emosi yang  mempermainkan rasa.

       Tekadang aku merasa lelah dan menganggap ini tidak adil. Apakah kini takdir sedang mempemainkanku atau ini karma karena aku mempermainkan takdir?

       Ku berusaha bersabar namun terkadang, rasa tak mampu lagi menahan sakit dan kecewa, sehingga aku menyalahkan keadaan. Aku tak mau terus hidup seperti ini…… hidup dalam ketidakpastian dan rasa takut. Tapi apa yang bisa kulakukan agar telepas dari rasa sakit?

       Dan kini aku yang bisa kulakukan hanya berdoa agar aku kuat menjalani  semua ini…….

12:42 P.M.

Filed under: diary — Ali Arafat at 9:08 am on Friday, March 28, 2014
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Pat!

Well this my first time, not writting a diary but sharing one so I don’t know should I put in this. Well as I talk about today it was pretty much same as yesterday, boring to be exact. And one the thing that I hate the most also happened. My pocket money finished and I have to wait for 4 days to get again.

3/10/2014

Filed under: diary — imtiaz khan libran at 10:56 am on Monday, March 10, 2014
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Pat!

main hi janta pr q mian tme miss kr raha hon…tm ne kaha ta tm waps nhi aao ge…par jane q main intezar kr raha hon…tm ne kaha ta u always wd me…kahan ho?

05/03/2014

Filed under: diary — R Castro at 4:49 pm on Wednesday, March 5, 2014
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Pat!

  • «Es que la gente que no crea en sueños no creerá en lo que hago, porque este sueño es la razón de mi vida para seguir soñando».

  • Callejeros
  • Fuente: «Canciones y Almas» («Rocanroles sin destino»).

http://es.wikiquote.org/wiki/Anhelo

3/5/2014

Filed under: diary — Eugene Joseph at 6:05 am on Wednesday, March 5, 2014
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Pat!

Anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person.

The old life is gone; a new life has begun!

2 Corinthians 5:17 (NLT )


For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only

Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have

eternal life.

John 3:16 (NIV )


What did I hear from this verse?

That GOD loves me, he allowed Jesus to die for my sins and that all I have to do is believe in him and I will have eternal life.


What do I think?

Jesus is my Lord and Savior and I believe in him and GOD the father’s Love is eternal. I am a sinner and I hate sinning against GOD because of the love he has for me.


What will I do?

I have never put God above all else in my lifesuchas work,school, and money butnow Iwill try my absolute best to place hima first and foremost in my life.  Especially when it comes to goingto church on Sunday’s and giving 10% to GOD in one way for a tithe.




2/3/2014 7:10:35 PM Hope in God.

Filed under: diary — Dianne at 10:34 am on Wednesday, February 5, 2014
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Pat!

“Doubt is the greatest enemy. Fear comes next.”

In times of trouble

I trust in God

In Jesus, Archangels and Angels

Though i have doubts

I know you will bring me light

That I may see the truth

The signs I humbly open my eyes

That I may know that is the one

These problems I face

I can overcome all

With thine Divine Help

I can congquer all

For as the Bible says

” I can do all things through Christ who strenghtens me.”-Philippians 4:13

“If God be for us, who can be against us?”–Romans 8:31

Thus I will not worry

For all is in good hands

Everything will be alright

:::::: As i write this I know they are watching over me. Praises to God Almighty!

2/5/2014 6:05:50 Experience with Angels

Filed under: diary — Dianne at 10:26 am on Wednesday, February 5, 2014
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Pat!

Hi. Lately Ive been communicating with my Guardian Angel! yes my guardian angell! isn’t it amazing? I have been curious about them and i had read a lot of articles concerning them. I tried to communicate with my guardian angel. The first time I communicated with him, I was so overwhelmed with love. The first words that he told me through automatic writing was. “I LOVE YOU MY CHILD.” And then at the drop of a hat, I was crying the feeling I felt was unexplainable. I was in a bliss overwhelmed with love.

I tried to tell it to some of my friends. others believed it. But some said I was going crazy. Others were over ridden with doubt. Then a fear that maybe its an angel disguised as demon. But who cares? I dont really care.

But I know deep down in my heart that my guardian angel that i have been communicating lately is an Angel of God.

I can feel it. And that lately I also prayed over a friend for physical healing as well as spiritual I asked for Archangel Rafael to use me as a channel to heal my friend. And guess what?! After the prayer heaing my friend told me that the pain was gone. With this I really am very thankful To God and Jesus for allowing this to happen.

Then when I rode on a jeepney when i was going to town , the jeepney suddenly stopped and that it wont start again. At that time I will be late for my OJT  so i called the angels to please fix the jeepney and then after a few tries the jeepney roared to life again! I dont know if it was just a coincidence or the angels heard my prayer. But my intuition told me that it was the angels who came to my aid.

Ever since I communicated with my Guardian Angel, I had a higher vibrational energy that is I was always thinking positive-optimistic. !

I truly really feel so blessed.

What are you waiting for? Initiate contact with your Guardian Angel. they are waiting for you.

Love and Light to You.

       –D&A

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